road through the desert

Road through the desert

This is much incredible!
I lost myself from the caravan
and I am in the middle of desert,
sea of sand
as this tiny particule is the only life on earth.
First of all,
not afford to feel fear or panic,
there must an oasis some place near,
but in what direction,
cause everywhere you look
there is the same image,
dunes of sand indifferent to my situation,
who call we were trees, grass and water,
but died, changed form,
there is nothing that impress us anymore.
But I am a human being, said
with tears in eyes,
of course,
I will meet with another caravan
or , how could not think,
they see my missing and came back to rescue.
Should I stay here?
Fortunately I have a bottle of water
hanged on my waist,
maybe I will make a few steps or more,
to see around.
Please, have faith!
When we started this journey,
I was informed about scorpions and sand snakes,
more afraid of them,
what if I bump into one of creatures,
who stays dug in sand?
If they bite me, I will die under the burning sun,
as a victim of ruthless nature.
But will not happen to me such thing,
might start to pray,
how long is from my last opening to God?
Too much to remember.
And my former life seems so distant to me,
more far than Mars or Jupiter
as if I was no in it,
was upset for someone not calling me
anymore,
ha, what a silly thing to be angry about,
maybe she is busy or worse, ill,
and with my stupid thoughts lost a friend.
Remember to call to see how she is doing,
if I escape alive from this adventure.
Have time until night is coming?
Nobody come to brought me to humanity,
I am desperate.
What shall I do when darkness is absolute,
no light, except from the moon?
This is the point when my mind gone wild,
terror strangle me from neck,
I will be eaten by animals, devore my body,
I kneel and say,
oh, God,
I promise I will be good to everyone,
please, I want to see my child,
you know when he stumbled over the stairs
and I yelled at him for not being careful,
I am so sorry,
will never do such a terrible thing,
poor angel he cried a lot because of me,
more then he injured.
Only send me help,
get me out of this nightmare,
I will not eat meat for the rest of my life,
You are good, I know You are,
made mistakes for so many times,
but, begging You,
I could not success without you,
understand now isolation,
being complete by myself in front of emptiness,
not complain for the rest of my life
about being abandoned,
please, I have little water to drink,
and will dry as fig exposed to sun,
left my decoration project waiting,
You still have plans with me, don’t You?
What am I saying, for God’s sakes,
thinking of such distant memories,
when death is near,
oh, God, I am nothing without You,
nature is bigger then me,
listen about You,
I did such wrong acts towards her,
she was breathless to me,
and now take revenge with overwhelming power.
I am Your child,
set a miracle,
what a little gesture would be coming from You,
with enormous difference for me.
My eyes see something at a distance,
it is real
or effect of the desert,
I might be delirious because of heat,
run with eager
and a camil shows,
they came back,
Thank You, God,
cry with soul, laugh isterically,
saved from hell.
I am a new born child.
Your child.

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